又被我搞砸了...

又被我搞砸了~又搞砸了~又伤了她的心~
觉得最近的自己不知道发生了什么是，很多很多很多的事情都被我搞砸了!
不管是自己的私事，还是其他其他的事情，都被我搞砸了!
最近跟父母吵架的事情，发生的越来越频密了... 我认为自己没有错，当然的他们也不认为有错!
在双方的争吵下，大家都不欢而散...
整个礼拜都没有打过回家，在昨天我提起勇气，打了电话给妈妈!
今晚我们一起吃了晚餐，虽然大家都放下了那件事，可是心里还是有一条刺的...
我应该道歉吗？我应该承认自己的错吗？我应该放下身段吗？
突然间很想听（黄鸿升-搞砸了）

Robyn
1/05

holiday finish liao...

MG, holiday gonna finish liao...
so memorable holiday, went 2 hongkong, hav performance.
fun fun holiday... everybody hav a fun holiday 2???
take my viola exam 2 weeks ago...
last week, kok leong koko told me tat i pass my exam wif distinction...
WOW>.< happy nian...
any present 4 me...
wish can take gud result again...
thanks 2 my viola teacher~Leong Hon & oso the most important, the 1 whom accompaniment 4 me~Kok Leong...
thanks 4 u both... TQ...

Robyn 29/12
>.<

Christmas... Happy new year...

Wow... year end is here...
Christmas n New year is coming...
ned 2 schooling again, haiz...
wonderful holiday, went 2 hong kong n hav performance...
wonderful performance 4 all performers...
wanna hav a white christmas party...

Robyn
23/12 >.<

practice... practice... performance...

practice, practice 4 performance..
OMG... the next week ned 2 go 2 klpac 4 whole week... rehearsal + performance...
pray 4 we can rotate 4 the performance...
violists, there are 10 over person...
conductor jus ned bout 5 - 6 person.. let's rotate 4 the performance..
like tat we wont be so stretch...
pray 4 it... oso pray 4 Mr. Brian...
heard tat he was sick nervously now... let's pray 4 him...
all of us ned 2 gambateh o... gambateh 4 the performance, rehearsal n all over all...

Robyn 9/12

baq 2 Malaysia...

4days 3nights of Hong Kong trip finish liao lo...
baq 2 malaysia 4 few days liao..
so happy... bought 1 limited edition 'Nike' sport shoes... wow, like tat shoes...
the shoes so nice... baq 2 malaysia 4 few days liao...
so 'sian' 4 tis few days... 2days jus hav my viola exam...
tis exam i gav 90 marks 4 myself... wrong n sight reading.. haiz..
never mind la, next time must gambateh o...
take gud result...
gambateh o...

Robyn 09/12
@.@

2day so happy...

woo... 2day went 2 sing "K" wif shi wei, mummy n grandmother...
woo... is so happy, sing for 4hours... haha...
now, no song liao... haiz...
after tat we went 2 "kampung Jawa" 2 hav our dinner, so full... haha..
i like the noodles, n oso the lamb chop... haha..
after tat fetch shi wei n grandmother baq...
we reach home bout 11... just take bath, n sit in front of the com. again...
next monday til thursday will not in malaysia, went 4 a hongkong trip...
4days 3night, friday morning 1o'clock wil reach malaysia..
reach home bout 3 lo... very happy... but mummy not going...
anson n i go wif our friend... haha..

Robyn 27/11
^@_@^

Performance at WKSGM...

yesterday just finish a performance at WKSGM...
playing violin2 in a quattet show... perform 4 the art excition opening day..
fun day... learn many things here... quattet playing is more harder than a orchestra playing..
quattet u ned 2 play louder 4 others 2 listen 2 u..
n oso we ned 2 look at each others 4 "talking" within our eyes (concert mistress)...
yesterday every1 played well..
but i heard from my frend that some1 in the orchestra scard til dont know how 2 play the song..
he is in my group (viola), tis is becoz' we never seat at the 1st place be4...
so ned 2 give suggetion 2 principle 2 give chance 2 every member 2 seat in front...
so tired yesterday... 2day sleep til 11 oni woke up...
next time got such performance i oso will join it...
altought is very hard but i can learn many things there..

Robyn 23/11
T.T